ok so everyone hates being sick but i REALLY REALLY hate it! my immune system is usually pretty good but when i do get sick i get bombed out.

runny nose

, dizzy,tired,sore throat,coughing like a seal, headache

, fever and aching body and the F*#%ing ice cream truck has been circling the block for an hour i swear bugger off we dont want ice cream and im sick to death of hearing greensleeves on ur crappy musak speaker.

new symptom: my right ear has blocked and everything now has a warped unerwater feel to it. sounds now have a strange out of tune honky tonk vibe to them and watching tv earlier was like someone whispering in a far away buzzing robot smoosh.

feel like im on a bad trip

it has also forced me to postpone my ideas

with

which is just another irritating bonus to being ill.
on the positive i have a girl and her name is Gillianne.

caramel skin, those cute dark afro curls that fall past her shoulders and these amazing deep brown eyes. I cant wait to see her again.

till then i will head back to bed for another nap in the hopes i will get better quicker

*UPDATE*
Thought i'd put up some things i've been meaning to for ages, to DA theyre new but to me theyre old. also thought the avatar needed an update it's actually a tiny very pixellated version of my journal cover which i made a few months ago, i know the asian symbol means something like new beginnings but dont quote me on that .